Here.
Raw emotion. I have been here. and there. and everywhere.
In sound and in silence.
Waves of feeling. High tide and low. And I have been doing my best to ride them. At times floating, and others fighting drowning.
These feelings. These emotions. My empathy. I feel so much, my heart could burst.
I feel so much joy. So much richness and gratitude.
And I feel deep wells of pain.
Myself and of others.
As if I have stepped into the whisper of light around someones skin, their aura and am feeling whatever they are. Vibrating at the crescendo of connected happiness and love or the lonely cry in the emptiness of sadness.
And it's all beautiful. And real. But all intense in it's own unique way.
There are moments where my heart feels dry and crumbled as if with the slightest brush of fingertips it would fall to dust like pages of an old book left to turn to ash.
And other moments where my body, my mind my soul feel so fluid, lush and free that I could float suspended in that delicious moment eternally.
I am here. I am feeling. I am processing. I am present.
I am letting go of shoulds. And holding onto now. Breathing in life. Living in now. Releasing then and when.
Just now.
Just here.
Just me.
I want to be here more.
To share like this more.
Open. Here. Now.
